HItori Jyanai..

For all...i mean almost all, should i use the words everyone? Hmm it could be proper to say everyone...Everyone in this world must have dream to have a companion, like a soul mate...which is compatible for the rest of their life. the meaning compatible used to be understand equal in many aspect such as level of education, the level of property..people used to and still think highly of those with money...some also take in consideration about outer appearance. Well it's something common to look after some1 good-looking either man or woman. But sometimes we encounter people who never care bout look, just fall in love with the charm of kindness... however, it's rarely do happen. Well, still...it do happen. Some people fall in love at the first sight...for me it kind of magical thing. Coz i don't have that experience ever in my life. Just puppy love. Unfortunately, he now become a husband to somebody else and i doesn't fell any disappointment or frustration. I just hope in the future, i'll experience it. But if it doesn't lead to a long term relationship, why bother...

Well, I think it just normal for someone heartbroken to wish never fall in love again but what can we do...we just can make a plan but the one carried out the duty to make it happen or not was SOMEONE so POWERFUL...in fact we don't have any capability to defy it...who else...that's our ALMIGHTY ALLAH. 

As for me, i used to think the same... I have experience so many hardship and suffering till i feel that it useless to think that way...but right now, i just believe in HIS blessing and planning. It impossible for HIM to give hardship we never ever have capability to handle because HE's fair to all HIS creature. 

Once, i watch the drama...Japanese Drama. It's all about life and the lead character repeatedly said the same phrase...omae wa hitori jyanai~you're not alone~...And then, i really believe that everyone was created with compatible spouse to complete what was lacking in any ways. 

When i became addicted to Korean Song and Drama, i meet Lee Seung Gi with his song titled 'Will You Marry Me'... i thought, how nice would it be to have someone completely fall in love with me, like over the heels and confess to me. If this kind of situation happened to me, i think i might say YES at that moment without thinking.

This is the English sub of the song; sweet...

Will you marry me

Will you live forever with me

Whilst loving each other

I want to have a child that looks like me,

another one that looks like you,

And live unhurt, for 1000,or 10000 years

To be honest with you

I like you more than you like me

And people say

that's better between man and woman

c/o;

i'll love you more

i'll take care of you

if you cry

if you're having a hard time

if you're hurt, i'll hurt with you

i'll love you forever

i'll protect you forever

i'm thankful that i've met someone like you

i want to love only you everyday

will you marry me

RAP;

Marry me,

there's a feeling of happiness everyday

and i look forward to tomorrow with you

why am i nervous?

you are the best,

no matter how much i look at you

until our black hair becomes white

until our lives end

even if i put waters in your hand

i won't put tears in your eyes

you as my half, i as your half

i'll love you as long as i breathe

When time goes by and we get wrinkles

You and I will be together like now

repeat c/o;

RAP;

You're like the light which lightened up my dark life

the sound of soup boiling that greet me

the rain that falls on my thirsty heart

the poem that contains the meaning of love

the string of destiny that the heaven have allowed

the meeting between you and i was meant to be

you'll be irreplaceable even if i was given the whole world

you'll be the only person in my heart forever

repeat c/o;

So, did you listen to it?? How come anyone refuse a proposal of life if its so sweet like that....the song contain deep meaning of having love someone and being in love with someone. Just to make sure the precious one is smiling, one would do anything...so sweeeet...!!!!!Even though it might be impossible, i think having a dream to have someone confess to me like that wouldn't cause any harm...right?


If it happened to you, i wish you the best and congratulations. Once you found the love of your heart, grab hold onto it despite the obstacle because true love are hard to come by. if it does come, appreciate it with grateful because once you deny it from your heart, you'll be in despair but don't ever stray from the right path, ALLAH's love just because of love to another human being.


In fact, love not only about happiness but the willingness from one heart to accept what lacking. not everyone is perfect but once you fill the the spot, it'll become perfect.


that's my truly opinion. what bout you???